Welcome to My Nightmare...


Marrying young is not the end of my freedom. It means I want to travel and see the world, but with her by my side. It means I still like drinking in bars and dancing in clubs, but stumbling home with her at 2am and eating pizza in our underwear. It means I know that I want to kiss those lips every morning, and every night before bed. If you see marriage as the end of your ‘freedom’, you’re doing it wrong.

She’s the rising smoke
after you blow a candle out,
twenty-two seconds of sunlight
when the sky’s full of clouds.
She’s the dream you have, so vivid,
you question if it really happened.
She’s the small part of you
that still believes in magic.
She’s a dizzy kind of comfort
that you never thought you’d feel.
She’s life after you recover,
all the ways in which you heal.
Kayla Kathawa (via ninakathawa)
I'm having a little trouble with this and you seem to handle it so awesomely! :) How do you manage to deal with trusting a boyfriend that has fans and women around him often? I don't want to reach crazy girlfriend status...but at times it totally makes me crazy! Haha

It makes the best of us crazy at times, it’s ok! If tons of women throwing themselves at your man doesn’t make you even a tiny ounce of crazy, then… you might be an alien?

It’s all about trust, communication, and honesty. I’m a very territorial person and do have my moments, but over all you gotta have faith in the connection that you and that person have. There’s gonna be women around, I understand it comes with the lifestyle, and if you’re able to understand that then they should respect your trust and the relationship’s boundaries. There has to be effort on both ends to keep a happy healthy relationship. :)

How did you meet Danny? You two are so cute together :)

We had tons of mutual friends wanting to introduce us to each other for months before we even met lol. We had briefly gone back n forth online… Then met in person at Rock on the at Range last year.

You are seriously my definition of perfection. Just... Wow. Congrats on life girl. x

Thank you sweets! Xo

Do you wear extensions? What make up products are your fave?

I haven’t worn hair extensions in a few years, when I did I was doing the clip-ins & only wearing on occasion cuz I was scared of damaging my hair. As far as make-up products, I haven’t ventured out from MAC really. I like their shadows, foundation, blushes, bronzes, liner, highlighters, and lip products. I’ve used some Benefit products that I like too. I wear drugstore mascara, brow pencils, and skin care products. :)


Me coming out of my natural habitat


Me coming out of my natural habitat



Is it just me or you don’t really realise how drunk you are until you are in a bathroom alone???


1) A boy telling you you’re pretty won’t make you see the beauty in the fullness of your cheeks, in redness of your lips at 2 in the morning when tequila is making the bar bathroom spin. He can’t take away the ugliness that you see in yourself, you have to do that.

2) You have to be ready to hear someone say they love you. You have to be ready, and you have to be willing, and you have to listen. Because sometimes, they won’t say those three words, they’ll put a blanket over you while you’re watching a movie, they’ll kiss your cheek when they think you’re asleep, they’ll smile when they see you first thing in the morning. But you, you have to be willing to see it, feel it, let it in. Letting someone love you takes practice.

3) Don’t make compromises you can’t live with. Compromise is a different version of what you want, not a whole other Universe.

4) Learn to say no. No - to a movie you don’t want to watch; no - to sex you don’t want to have, no- to a relationship that’s driving you mad. Say no - to things that hurt you, to people that extinguish your fire, to jobs you hate and places that are desolate. There are bad things that we can’t control, bad things that happen and we are sucked into and have to feel with every fibre of our being, but the rest - learn to distance yourself, learn to say no.

5) Don’t expect people to walk through fire for you - not your parents, not your friends, not the person you’re in love with. Love doesn’t mean sacrifice, love shouldn’t mean sacrifice. Don’t expect someone to give away pieces of them, so they could fit you better. And don’t feel hurt when they refuse to - it’s self-preservation. Instead - learn from them. Do it as well.

6) Don’t tether yourself to people. Learn to make connections, to love, with both your feet steady on the ground. Learn to let people pass through your life; like a summer breeze, not a storm that’s just been unleashed.

7) Learn the difference between growth and growing up before it’s too late. Rooftops and water fights and ice cream for breakfast can be a part of your life at 10, 25, or 35. But by the time you’re 35 you need to learn to say enough, to be able to walk away, you need to be able to love yourself. Love yourself the way you loved yourself at 10, before the world had a chance to fill your head with ugliness.

m.v., The list of things I learned before turning 22, pt.1. (via findingwordsforthoughts)


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